Feeeeeels

Jul. 3rd, 2025 10:05 pm
derry: (dinosaurs exploding)
I dreamed of Number Five from The Umbrella Academy a fortnight ago, and now I'm rewatching S1 & S2 and my brain is being eaten alive by feels. I haven't seen S3-4 yet, and since I have heard many terrible things about the series finale, I'm a bit worried, but I'll definitely at least watch S3 once I'm done with my rewatch.

It's been quite a few months since I was really obsessing over a piece of media, and it feels so nice to have proper blorbos again!

I love Five a normal amount. I'm surprised Aidan Gallagher isn't utterly ripped from carrying the whole show. What a fantastic character, and such stunning acting skills from someone who was literally 14 when they started filming for S1. What. When I was 14, I was failing math class and starting to write Yu-Gi-Oh fanfiction.

Anyway, so naturally, I've been perusing AO3 and reading everything I can get my hands on. Normally I'm not that picky about fanfics, but it seems that with Five-centric stuff, I am! So far, I have found only one series I like, and the rest was kind of meh. That never happens to me. But I constantly find myself going, 'He would not say this. There's no way he'd do that. He would not fucking say that.' Ha. I can see where this is going. I'm gonna dig up my old post-S2 AU fic that I started writing in 2020.

My writing server is doing a July camp event! It's a lot of fun! We all get points for completing different tasks each day (start a new scene; edit one page; reach your daily word count goal, etc.) and then get to play around on a "world map" Excel sheet based on which things we did. It's just a large expanse of green squares, and when we've got enough points we can set up a tent, till fields, grow trees, and such--by inserting emojis into the green squares. It's kind of Stardew Valley-like, but with writing. I love everything about this, Our admins are amazing at coming up with this stuff.

My July writing has started slow, on account of all the TUA fangirling. Also, we had our first big heatwave this week. 39 degrees (102F), in houses built to store and preserve heat, with no AC! It was... not fun. But I had a Discord date with my girlfriend on Wednesday, which made the so-far hottest day of the year infinitely better!
derry: (homo sex)
Currently my roommate and I are using our weekends to build the kitchen and start packing up the apartment. I've already decluttered my things, but I still have so much stuff. How is it possible to have so much stuff. I'm 4 boxes in and not even done with my books!

Summer is here! I am determined to make it to a public pool at least once or twice in the coming weeks. It's been many years since the last time, which is a travesty because I actually really enjoy swimming. I want to spread my picnic blanket under a tree, get overprized fries with ketchup and mayonnaise, and slather on sunscreen every hour. I love the atmosphere of public pools. There's something so chill and joyful about listening to young kids shriek and laugh as they play in the water.

Running-wise, I haven't been doing much, unfortunately. It gets quite hot as early as 10am, so if I do want to squeeze in a run, I have to be super early about it. Since I've also been struggling a bit with getting out of bed, running just has not been happening for a while. I'm a bit annoyed by this, because I had in fact made really good progress. In late May, I was able to run (slowly) for 25 minutes without stopping! iirc it was Week 7 (of 9) of the Couch to 5K program. Sigh. I hope I'll be able to get back to it soon.

It's just a time where there's A Lot on my plate overall! The move, and my plans for the future, and my quest to lose weight/improve fitness/learn how to cook, and of course, finding time for my hobbies and social circle. How do proper adults do this?! I know, I know--the secret is that we are all just winging it.

The other night I dreamed of Number Five from The Umbrella Academy, and now I want to rewatch S1+2 (and ideally, finally watch S3). I love that character so much. Another grown-ass man stuck in a body too young for him, like Miquella! I was so excited when I made that connection lol, I guess I am just really fond of characters whose insides don't match their outsides because of reasons. I'm also still subscribed to the "Five Needs A Hug" tag on AO3, although I haven't found any post-S2 fic yet that's truly in-character. (That's the beauty of that tag--it'd be so difficult to get Five a hug! That's what's so intriguing about it!)

Happy Pride Month btw! It's almost over, oops. I'm hoping to attend Cologne's CSD parade this year. I've always really wanted to see it, and especially now, with queer rights under attack in my country and many others, I want to show up for my community.

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